I'm sorry, I dont want to make things akward....
28.2.09
So it turns out my friend (who I recently helped get out of a relationship) likes me....LIKES me likes me. WTF? Where are peoples timing!? Where were you 3 years ago when I had a huge crush on you and was SINGLE?? But then he felt horrible about telling me and that he understood what happens next (meaning he didn't think I'd hang out with him anymore). But I wouldn't let that happen. So I made an attempt at making sure I could hang out with him more to that to him. And all was going well.....ish We went out last night (with like 9 other people) and all was going well until he kissed me. Well he considers it a kiss, but it was really just a peck on the cheek. We didn't really talk after that. But, I...kind of liked it. Until we got to the car. He turns to me and says "Im sorry. I shouldn't have done that, now things will be awkward." Me: No...its....its ok. Things wont be awkward, you'll see. Him: They will be for me.....now everything I do..I don't want to seem like Im flirting with you. Are you still going out with...him? Me: Yeah,.... but your naturally flirty (lol seriously he is. If you didn't know him you'd think he was a player or something....I can see why his ex was so jealous all the time). Him: But I can turn that off (me thinking: yeah and you seem like a jerk when you do that)...
So we get to the restaurant and he makes an effort not to sit next to me. But before I can even order Mom calls screaming that its past my curfew....So I ended up leaving but (I was his ride) he decided to stay...He seemed pretty...mad..
But now he keeps texting me to come over. Of course Im grounded for staying out past curfew.... God Im so confused. Damn people and their horrid timing!
1. Dont make it sound like you don’t even want to go out. "So-n-so told me to ask you out" (or something). Dont do that, its stupid, and if you dont seem interested. Also, don’t be aloof. It makes you seem like an ass. 2. Dont tell dumb stories that she has no idea what they are about. Don’t tell her inside jokes between you and your friends. She may force out pity laughs, but that’s all they are. 3. DON’T talk about girls who asked you out/like you. Don’t mention (even if you do) that you have a fan club. Do you really think this will get us interested? Look at our face, do we look like we care or wanna hear about the girls chasing you? No, we dont, shut up. Seriously though, do guys think this is a good idea? Like we are going to go 'Oh! He has other girls that like him! Its our first date but im sooo jealous! Im going to throw myself at you now.' 4. If someone calls you during the date dont pretend its another girl. It is basically the same as above. Especially if u get alot of calls. Because they will either think your a player (and become uninterested) or think you asked your friends to call you alot during the date so you would seem like a player (and also become uninterested) 5. At least attempt to pay for the date. I know that is so old fashion, but girls think its sweet, even if they beat you to paying for it. 6. Don’t avoid/not talk to the girl for a while after the date. Yeah yeah 3 day rule…it’s a lie. At least say hi if you see each other…god!
OMG! Guys are such ass holes!!!! Ok so I was walking down the hall at CC and my chest bounced a little. Im a girl, who was walking, GET. OVER. IT. I see someone looking but whatever, I figured it was an accident (I let the first time slide since if something on a person is moving anyone would look boy OR girl). But then as I come back down the hall to return to class the same guy from that group runs up behind me and starts singing some VULGAR song about a girls body. He was getting RIGHT next to me, his face right at my ear and he was doing some ...inappropriate dance as he walked behind me. I can hear his friends laughing behind us. I tried to ignore him...and I was doing good till some stupid woman (with good intentions, I do thank her but I think it would have been better to ignore him) looks at him with disgust and yells at him. The turns to me, I tried to force a smile, and asks me why I didnt bitch him out. Now everyone in the hall is looking at me. I tried to smile again and said "Ive gotten use to ignoring them". But in truth, I'm not. I was feeling so good about myself until then. And as soon as I got into my class room my face turned beat red and I started crying. Some classmates saw me but ignored it. Which just made me more embarressed, I hate when people can see me cry. I was wishing I had my oversized hoodie (the one i wore for 4 years to hide my body).
So I have tons of work to do, not to mention a paper due tommorrow that I've barely started. Haha I got 2 paragraphs then I got bored. So I looked up webcomics and (this is how you know its gotten bad) looked up "Procrastination" up on google....lol I found this:
Haha, so this guy must be stalking me cause I'm always like this....I should really do my paper now....I still have to find the book...but its in the attic and moms bf is asleep downstairs cause he works nights so I'll have to wait till later to get that done....O.o now I sound exactly like him....lol Im going to go.....um...well I cant work on my paper since I dont quite understand some of my notes I took whilst interviewing this one guy and I have to wait for him to return my email/call before i can do anymore...though I could probably skip that part and Bulls*** some parts...Heehee...
(go to end of the sidebar to turn off music) So I put off my papers again today just so John and I could go to a restaurant 2 hours away to get take out (because we heard it was awesome) in celebration of him going 2 weeks as a pescitarian. But I will still win. He will slip up eventually and I'll be there to catch him and collect. Oh, we were also looking up videos out of pure boredom....Most arn't appropriate for children (and since one might accidently come across this page) I'll only post this one. Its so cute, its also stop motion:
So Thursday my wonderful English prof. decides to rip my URP to shreds. I dont understand why its only me he's doing this too. And then to prove a point he sends me up to read what I have done so far to the class. He expected them to start ragging on me too, but they had no problem with my URP. In fact they liked it, they had a few questions, but otherwise they enjoyed it. Friday: Went shopping with parents. I saw the most gorgeous dress! And I HATE dresses. It was black with blue stitching and edges. *sigh* Too bad I cant afford it. Mom did see me gawking at it, she offered to buy it but Im not gonna let her do that. Especially when I will never wear it. (Unless by some miracle I get asked to a dance or someone decides to get married...or die, I mean it IS black). Then we went into a Harley store, and I slipped and fell on their floor. It had about an inch of water on it. The woman at the counters face dropped! She was so worried, obviously about a lawsuit but she tried to play it off like it was about my well being. I hated her constant hovering around me the whole time I was there. I told her I was fine and didnt need to sit so she would go away! Yeah my elbow, hip and head were killing me, but I've taken worse falls on concrete. Oh and this guy I thought was my friend is apparently tring to ruin my relationship with this guy I really like. -_- What is wrong with people? Cant they let others be happy?
Stupid alarm clock, it never went off this morning. I woke up around 8:30 and thought "hmm...I could get dressed and get to school in time for the second half of math, or I could fall back asleep." ^^ Guess which I chose.
Well aside from getting a lovely, well needed, break from school, not going sucked. If I dont get up in the morning I usually just say 'screw it' to the rest of the day. Which means I didnt get up and go to the library to work on my interesting family member essay. *sigh* I though 6th grade marked the end of stupid family history projects. Ah well, at least I got some sleep. I swear these night classes are going to kill me! I dont get home until 10 or 11, then when you count in making dinner, showering, and getting everything ready for school in the MORNING tommorrow I dont get to sleep untill 12-1. I mean, what kind of schedual is this?: Class from 8am-11 am, break, 2-4, break, 7-1030pm.
OH! I got a B on my sociology test. Thought for sure I'd fail that (completely forgot to study for it).
Well I had an exciting adventure today. After my Behavior Mod class at the CC I met Mike by the clock tower. (Mike is this guy I went out with a couple days ago. He's fun but I don't think he'll turn out to be anything more then a friend.) We talked and he asked me out again, unable to think of the other word I stupidly said yes. After the bus came I said bye and began digging through my purse for my keys. And Oh Shit, they were gone! So I did what any reasonable person would do. I panicked and dashed back to the main building to check every place I had been that day. Lucky me, I was in 4 different buildings that day! So after checking the library, cafe, all my classes and hallways I had gone through, not to mention the bathrooms and vending machines I admitted defeat, filed a missing items report and called my mother. Who, of course, gave me quite a bitching. Psh, like YOU'VE never lost anything before. Hell I could make a 10 page list in 5 minutes on all the things she's lost! Hoping, by some chance, I'd left the keys in the ignition I walked back to my car. And there they were, on the seat. -_- Yes, I had just spent the last hour running around, at a speed that would challenge a cheetah, and here they are. Brilliant. Another 10 minute walk to the police building where I had a lovely conversation with a woman behind a 3 inch sheet of plastic glass. Is there something I should know about this school? But anyway I could barley hear her. And she was asking me all these questions which only showed how car illiterate I am. "Um, I ...I think its a Che...or maybe a Cav...um..Its red" ^^
On a brighter side I now have a subject for my biography! Yes my father, hes traveled the world (on military....something or other). Lol, yeah I know this has nothing to do about the car story but this is due in a week (the rough draft due Thursday) and I hadn't had a subject up till now.
So my favorite show, thats been cancled for years, is having a marathon! Even though I missed the first have of it I can still catch the second half. Its almost scary how similar I am to Millie (aka George). Maybe its the sarcastic humor? Or maybe its how she sees the world.
Oh Mason, you idiotic, perverted, stoner. You are my favorite. Roxy comes in a close second. And Daisy, I hate Daisy. Rube...Oh! I'm sorry, I forgot to introduce you. The show is called "Dead Like Me". No its not morbid, it's a satire comedy. According to this show Gravelings are what cause most people to die. (Yes that's them over there.) And its up to the grim reapers to collect their souls before they die. But anyone can be a grim reaper, in fact there's more then one. And how they are chosen is kind of like a lottery contest. "Hey you just died? Congrats! Your now a grim reaper!" In a way it has some similar characteristics to "A dirty Job" by Christopher Moore. Adorable book, the 2 year old can kill people by saying "kitty"... GAH! A comercial just came on advertising the movie! I know what I waaaant. Wait, does this mean the show hasnt been cancled? That it was just taking a break? Oh I do hope so!
So here I am, at one in the morning, writing my first post. Interesting no? Yes, I see you can barely contain your excitement. So how about an icebreaker? ...Well first let me just say that there is no particular subject for this blog. Anything and, most likely, everything that I find interesting enough will be blogged on. Maybe, I might just forget about it after a few minutes. Poor lil post, never had a chance. But feel free to give your opinion on whatever crap I've decided to post. ^^ I welcome a challenge and/or people on my side. You want to know more? About me? Oh I'm touched! Just click that little link over there. That's right, the one that says "view my complete profile".
Im currently a highschool student (taking her classes at a CC for duel credit).
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So my favorite show, thats been cancled for years, is having a marathon! Even though I missed the first have of it I can still catch the second half.
