Oh Kori, what a mess you have gotten yourself into
4.3.09
Warning: This is a guy problem post. I know not many people like guy problem posts so this warning will now appear before every guy problem based post I post to save you from starting to read something you dont want to.
(Now Im in one of those horrid long distance relationships. NEVER GET INTO ONE OF THOSE)
So my boyfriend and I broke up Sunday night. We had been arguing alot and so (my attempting to prove a point) we ended our arguing with another that had the end result of us dating other people to prove that he didnt really only want me.
Monday: He goes ballistic and snaps at everyone who even dares to look at him. God forbid if you tried to talk to him. (Info courtesy of my friend who goes to the same school as him)
I on the other hand spend the day arguing with myself in my head....Yes, there were some tears.
Tuesday: I go over to, my friend, C's house to try to distract myself. He knows that I just broke up with my bf (Just an FYI: he broke up with his gf a week prior. She is still trying to get back together with him). I'm standing in the kitchen, he comes over and puts his arms around me. He looks at me for a moment and then kisses me. I kiss back.
So later in class it hits me just exactly what happened. So I text my friend L. She, having been rooting for the Kori and C pairing, is ecstatic.
Later he texts me (does anyone CALL anymore??) asking me if I want to go to the movies Saturday. Since I'm supposed to date others during this whole stupid ordeal I agreed.
Today: My ex calls. Ill skip all the crap that happened during the phone call and just get to the end result: we're back together.
Now what am I supposed to do about C? He seems so happy about me and him...I really dont want to hurt him. But I cant date TWO guys...grah. Fucking soap operas.....This isnt fun....who actually LIKES this kind of crap?
I think I liked it better when I was invisible to guys.
Vibes* 13:24
2 comments
2 Comments:
first off, why would you get together with such a guy? did you yourself just advise to stay away from long distance relationships?
I think the answer is within your own writing.
Cause im stupid of course!^^ I met him on vacation, fell hard, and tried to stay out but i couldnt. I am not gifted with logical thinking when it comes to my own problems.
Really? ...hmm..
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