26.3.09
So I hadnt heard from C since friday, so I decide to text him (on tuesday).
Me: C! whats up?
Him: Not much....whos this?
...OK what the fuck, did he delete me? This can only mean one of two things: One, he hates me and no longer wishes to speak to me. Two, ....Well, I cant think of two....So I guess he jsut hates me.
Anyway after a series of txt messages he tells me he never wants to speak to me again. When I asked him why he says that he knows his feelings for me will never be returned, and if he cant have me then it will probably be easier if he never spoke to me again.
Damn, I dunno about you, but I'd at least like to hang out if I were him...but whatever.
And I love how he uses such low blows. Like wishing all this stuff for me and telling me all this nice stuff right after he says how much Ive hurt him by not returning his feelings....gah, guilt trip. But its not like I can suddenly control my feelings for him.
Urg, and he got back with his gf and broke up with her again.....lol how was I supposed to even think about him that way when he is constantly in and out of a relationship with his psycho ex?
My friend L said "Fuck 'em! He's being an ass anyway. Dont talk to him"
lol, gotta love how the person who was PUSHING me to be with him and rooting for the Kori+C team has completely done a 180....Ah, but thats my L.
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