Plaid Skull

23.4.09

Ready for a long post? Ill try to make it short...

Past two days in a nutshell:
Two days ago i was sent to the office for beating this guy with a chair.....But he deserved it, he grabbed my boob. (plus he was REALLY PISSING ME OFF that day).

Yesterday I go a stalker....eto he confessed his love for me a few months ago, i rejected him and he went back to his psycho on and off girlfriend. He also said he no longer wished to speak to me...well yesterday he sent me over 100 txt messages (within 8 hours) claiming he couldn't get me out of his thoughts or dreams. Hes still "loves" his gf but the spark is dying and he really wants me.
Well i told him how unfair he was being to his gf. Especially since he was not only hiding that he liked me from her but that he was talking to me and wanting to hang out. (then again the psycho gf doesn't let him talk to any one of the female sex).
I tried to get him to see how he was (kinda) cheating on her (since he was complaining how everyone hes ever been in love with either doesn't love him back or cheats on him). I did this by telling him my deffinition of cheating:
Of course kissing, sex, and all that physical crap. But also when you hide or don't want your gf/bf to know your hanging out or talking to someone, and/or if you would rather talk or hang out with that person other then your gf/bf. Because relationships ARNT just physical

Today: nothing really....Well i got an invite for a NAmiss pagent audition (national miss America), but they send those out to just about everyone right? right. Besides i laugh at modeling...the only reason the thought even crossed my mind was...well because a few weeks ago i had a dream. I won a modeling competition and got to go to California, and in California I met the guy i was in love with in L.A.....
And the competition is in hollywood. 6.6 miles from La, from where my dream took place...Slightly spooky? or just a coincident my mind made up with information i dont even recall hearing?

Not only that, but even if i just make it past first calls there are ALOT of scholarships....I REALLY need the money for college....Gah...why am I trying to talk myself into sometihng I cant see myself doing and be able to take myself seriously??

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1 Comments:

Well I see it was worth it getting in trouble. I am so glad you told that guy the meaning of cheating. I really like your definition of it. It was perfect and I'm behind you 100% on it. Also if he says that girls cheat on him a lot then he shouldn't be acting like them cuz it will make him look worse than those girls.

By lovelyjc, at April 26, 2009 at 9:23 PM